About The Girl

Who am I?

I am Chen Hsiao Wei. But most of the people or my friends normally just call me Winnie. And I am a girl. The Girl * I made it sound so bewildering. Hahahaa*

I was born in Taiwan, Taipei City according to my many of previous passports(I am a December baby by the way). But unfortunately, I did not grow up there. Come to think of it, I actually don’t mind. I mean, Malaysia is not such a bad country. I just wish that I get to visit Taiwan. Hope to do so one day. I was brought to Malaysia around the age of three to five. I have two siblings and they are my half sisters. My mother passed away when I was 5 and a year or two later, my father remarried. So, out popped my two lovely half sisters. They are like a decade or more younger than me. Currently, San is in standard 3 while En is in Standard 1. I don't really like the word "half sisters". It sounds so... Hmm. How do I put it? It made me and my sisters sound so distance, apart. It is like we don't have the same flesh and blood, like we are not from the same family. You know what I mean? Okay, technically, we only have half of the same DNA and whatever stuff in our gene. I am going to stop blabbering nonsense and get back to the topic.  Anyway, I am aware that I am a Chinese and I can’t read or write loads of Chinese. I am quite a shame of that. I mean, I am a Chinese from Taiwan! I am a disgrace to Chinese race. *Looks down in shame* 

What kind of person am I?

I am a pretty neutral person. I am many things. I am weird, indecisive( I hate having to choose sometimes. Why can’t I have both or all? Haha), quite open minded and so on and so forth. But the three major things that I know I am are awesome, fun and free-spirited. I am not a very particular or picky person either. I don’t act girly and what so ever but I do like clothes and some other girly things. But due to my father’s ridiculous restrictions, I am not free to express myself because of the limited, VERY limited range of clothing I can put on. It’s not like I want to dress up like a slut, I mean he wouldn’t even let me wear a freaking KNEE-LENGHT skirt. What is up with that?? Whatever. Anyway, I try to be as considerate as I can. I too try hard to be rational, not prejudice and not judgemental. I live by the one of the sayings which is “Don’t judge a book by it’s cover”. For instance, I don’t look very friendly or inviting to people I don’t know because I absolutely loathe making the first moves. I just LOATHE it. I can’t get over my over-thinking, awkwardness and shyness. But I am actually a very funny , friendly and nonsensical person. I can come up with all sorts of nonsense. However, I do know that I have to change how I make my first impressions if I want to pursue what I want to do. Besides that, I am quite a hot tempered person which is something that I am not proud of. Sometimes, it gets the best of me so I tend to rush my actions before thinking thoroughly and I always ended up regretting later. Don't worry, I am working on that and I think there are some significant improvements. Also, I am not the kind of person that likes start arguments or fights. I have better things to do. But if you (I am not talking about you Mr K. Haha. Just giving an example) mess with me, I will mess you up. I can be a very daring and awful person. Everyone has a dark side in them. Just saying.

Talents I possess.

Hmmm. I think I am not bad in drawing. I started picking up pencils since I was really young. I have quite an imagination. I have a pretty good stamina. I used to participate in my previous school’s cross country and I got quite a number of medals.*Okay, I will stop bragging now. Haha.* I can consume a lot of food if that considered is a talent. I can sleep in any condition. I am really good at hiding my sad feelings. And many more.

What do I lack of.

Mathematic skills. I suck at math. Computer/technology skills. Typing skills. I type really slow. Can’t swim and cycle. Sad right. Unfriendly facial expression when I am alone in an unfamiliar environment. And some other stuff.

My intellectual capacity.

Normal I guess. Hate mathematic. But I really like learning new random stuff. Like for instance, did you know that there was chicken that lived headless for about two years before it accidently choked to death by an eyedropper. And now it’s body is in some museum display. Interesting right?

Hobbies

Reading. Tv, movies, internet. Listening to music. Being active. Going out and trying new things. Buying things. ... Admiring attractive(as in not just physically speaking but also mentally) boys and girls. HAHAHAHA.

My beliefs.

Right and wrong. Equality. Professionalism during work. How I treat people is based on how they choose to treat me.

My social role.

A rotten daughter, an awful sister, a lazy and cunning student, a crappy girlfriend and an okay friend.

What would I change about myself physically?

Just my skin condition. I accept how I look but I can’t accept my dreadful skin condition.  It is just so dreadful.

What would I change about myself mentally?

I don’t think I would want to change anything about myself. I mean that’s what makes me who I am, AWESOME. But if given a choice, I would like to add a dose of patience in me though. Haha.